June 19, 2002

"All the danger, all the tension had been converted inot this mute longing. I could feel the lick of it along my legs, seeping through my clothes..... The heat seemed to arc through the space between us like a primitive experiment,born of night..... I knew that what I saw in him was a strange reflection of myself."
Sue Granfton (b.1940)
American Writer

June 18, 2002

Talk about vacation!!!! Ok so I have not updated in like forever so I am gonna try to make it short and sweet... here are the topics for this entry.
1. My vacation & B-Day!!!: OH GOD!!! can we say I was sooooo relaxed like never before .. I decided to go see the family in California.. Newport Beach to be exact. My newphew's and nieces are all grown up and wonderful.. AND I am gonna be a great aunt.. yes one of my nieces is expecting... a GIRL !!!! yeah !!!! I was soo happy to see all of them that I have decided I must go see them at least once a yr cuz I just have missed so much and they are soo great ... and sides .. I did much of nothing but relax and thats somethng I defintely dont do here. Of course they are all good looking ... after all they are related ... *smile* I got to also see my brother and my 2 sisters who I am sooo grateful for. Its so funny how like I didnt grow up with them but I have so many charectistics like them... I am the baby first of all from the group so its fun... I get to be the lil one .. LOL but my brother .. can we say he is the biggest charecter from all of us.. he tried to sell me a Kirby !!!! BOY!!! I have seen the guy in like an enternity and after he says hi he went into his sales pitch ... I tell ya... ok so i am gonna get one but thats not the point the point is that I will get it when I want to .. can you see the control issues already.. LOL I will enforce though next time I expect to see my sister VIlma more .. HELLOOOOOO i though I am busy .. sheeesshhh and Iris as always is the bestest always there for me and with great advice... all in all it was a wonderful trip... definitly will be making it again.
2. The MEN!!!! Oh boy.... where do I start ???? to many and not enough time !!!!! ok so at last count ... LOL ok just playing ... to be honest they are there and since it has to deal with my personal life thats the way it will stay BUT I do have this to say ... life is funny .... time and time again its always proven the more you ignore a guy the more attention you get from them. I really havent had much time sinc I got back but damn.... they go ttime I know that. Girls trust me when I tell ya .. dont go looking for anything cuz it will most definlty always come to you.
3. WORK: yesterday was not the bestest day in a long time so for now my attitude is I am outta here at 6 on the dot. I refuse to believr that I need to be judge by a pice of paper. Its riddiculous some of these places how they expect so much frm yiu and yet its not enough. As Phil told me the more I guve the more they will expect so only give them what they asked for. The one thing that was good is that Melinda did her guest bartending thing last Friday and we all have a great time....just take a look

OK everyone that's it for now.. I must go back and try to do some work.... toodles .. hug hug and kiss kiss