July 13, 2002

Have you ever felt that when you dont want attention you suddenly have alot of it. This week I was contacted by 2 old friends of mine and yes they were men... one of the is really just someone who usually keeps in touch everytime he moves to another state.. he is quiet funny.. but the other ... well was someone who did mean something to me . oddly enough it was very easy to talk to him without being upset. Guess cuz my heart is somewhere else these days..*smile* he doesnt have an effect to me which just makes me beleive that I honestly wont be shaken up by anyone.... I hope.... *sigh*

well tonight I am going to Myra's Party !!! YEAH!!!! its her 25th bday and she is an awesome friend even though I havent seen her in ages but hopefully everything will work out fine tonight and we can hang out. Her parties are usually fun so defintely need to go ut tonight ... have some fun... now its only about 8pm and I still havent decided to wear but thats ok right?? NOT ... I have 2 hrs to get ready.. must get going... ta ta ...

July 07, 2002

ok so what can I tell ya .. listening to nice mellow music.. Norah Jones "Come Away With Me "> and fixing my friend's laptop .. I tell ya there is reasons why I dont do this on the weekends .. it stresses me is one major one *smile* Oh well no matter I didnt matter this one.