August 09, 2002

ok so I was havng lunch and ran across this article on the web Quantity vs. quality love, Which would you choose? . Now don't get me wrong I was thinking ... alot of my friends always make little comments just cuz I am always gping out but truth be told I have been very good. What is wrong with trying diffrent varieties?? I am with this article .. let me enjoy the buffet of life.. ok so maybe I enjoy the latin dishes better but hey at least I try from different countries.. *smile*

what else is new... well I a, totally pissed about work... yesterday they sent us an email telling us that the days which were already approved for vacation as of today had to be canceled due to the relocation of the company. somehow I am thinking that the way they have gone about this is totally wrong. How can you tell me that the days you already approved cannot be taken. I have plans .. I have things to do .. did I take those days of jsut for the fun if it. NO ... yesterday was the first time I really really upset with this place. I told one of my friends that the last time I remember feeling like this I left the company.. its sad but true. I really liek this place so I am giving it a yr and then I want to move .. I have no room to grow here right now and I am thinking that I am gonna get burnt out soon but we have so much going on that who knows... we'll just have to wait and see.

Other than that .. nothing much else .. I am going to Sandy Hook this weekend with my friends.. we are gonna take the ferry and have fun fun in the sun.

Let get back to work and try to pretend that this day is almost over.. have a good one everyone

August 05, 2002

it's amazing how people only listen to what they want and not what is really being told to them. Why is it that mostly men tend to expect , even though they claim they dont, expect more from a woman than they do from thier own blood. Understand this... sometimes we feel why should we always have to tell you everything straight forward, you make it harder on us when we are trying really hard to be nice and not be mean. Men can not be that dense or immature.. but wait I recalll a friend telling me that the way to know a mans's real age is by subtracting 10yrs from their real age. HA ... let me tell you if we follow that the men my age are really 20 and those that are 23 are really 13... well you nkow what I can only deal with 1 thirteen year old at a time and that's my brother .. so you who claims t be my friend .. who claims that is always there for me.. look beyond your own needs and wants.. and see that I need to keep my life comfortable and convienent for me not for you which is what you are making me feel lately and if you cant understand that and respect that .. well then I am sorry but if what you say is to always be honest with you.. like I tell you speak your mind.. well guess what .. I am speaking my mind and you aren't listening...*sigh*