Hello once again all.. its been a few months adn its been crazy as usual but tonight i need to vent so i am writting on here. I spent New Years.. wel shessh I cant even remember which may be for the best but I was home didnt go anywhere special aside from the usual. The New year brought me nothing so far in good terms.. financially I am trying very hard to not looses it ... I have a roomeate .. she is cool my niece's best friend which is ok but after tonight I am sure she has a different view of me since I almost lost it. Aside from money problems I have work problems and house problems. Well witht he house they had to do 10,000 dollars, yes US dollars of work , roof and siding was done.. I am not done paying that off but I am working on it and now I had problems with NJ Transit since their blasting has made signicficant damage to my house and I am trying to get them to work on repairs. Love well lets see the love of my life has gotten his ex pregant.. yep she is due like ned of May which means when I had that lil spat with him back in November he went and got her pregant./. screw him .. ok I am getting sleepy .. talk to you later